Experience is something you don't get
until just after you need it.

~ unknown

One good thing about being wrong
is the joy it brings to others.

~ unknown

Is prayer your steering wheel
or your spare tire?

~ Corrie Ten Boom

"Maybe you've not yet tasted
your favorite food"
(regarding the feast prepared for us in heaven) 

~ Randy Alcorn in Tell Me About Heaven
I would like to
paint the way a bird sings.
~ Claude Monet

You will ask me where I get my ideas...I cannot tell you with certainty; they come unsummoned...in the silence of the nights, early in the morning... tones that sound, and roar and storm about me until I have set them down in notes.

~ Ludwig Von Beethoven

When writing,
be more or less
specific

~ unknown
Two classes of human beings defy
psychological categorizing
and are full of surprises:
Poets and Saints.
~ Sigmund Freud
I loved Christmas
until I grew up and realized
I had to make it happen!
~ an exasperated customer at the Living Cornerstone bookstore

Use what talents you possess:
the woods would be very silent
if no birds sang there
except those that sang best.

~ Henry Van Dyke

Hope means hoping
when things are hopeless,
or it is no virtue at all.
Faith means believing the incredible,
or it has no virtue at all.

~ G.K. Chesterton
Doubt comes from a struggling mind.
Unbelief comes from a struggling will.
~ Chuck Missler
When you have exhausted all the possibilities,
remember this -
you haven't.
~ Thomas Edison

My best friend is a person who
will give me a book
I have not read.

~ Abraham Lincoln
If you're going through Hell,
don't stop!
~ a great song I can't remember (anyone know?)
Beware of paying attention
or going back to what you once were,
when God wants you to be something
that you have never been.
~ Oswald Chambers

When God wants to show you what human nature is like separated from Himself, He shows it to you in yourself.

~ Oswald Chambers
Planting seeds
inevitably
changes my feelings
about rain.
~ Luci Shaw (from her poem "Forecast")
It is the nature of grace
always
to fill spaces
that have been empty.
~ Goethe
Do not have your concert first, and then
tune your instrument afterwards.
Begin the day with the Word of God and prayer,
and get first of all into harmony with Him.
~ Hudson Taylor
Poetry takes something
that we know already
and turns it into something new.
~ T.S. Eliot

Even if you're on the right track
you'll get run over if you just sit there.

~ Will Rogers
The first demand any work of art
makes upon us is surrender.
Look.  Listen.  Receive.
Get yourself out of the way.
~ C.S. Lewis

Don`t cry yet;
there`s still God!

~ Carissa Cooper

Start by doing what's necessary,
then what's possible,
and suddenly you are doing
the impossible.

~ St. Francis of Assisi

Spiritual warfare
isn't just casting out demons;
it's Spirit-controlled thinking
and attitudes.

~ Dean Sherman/YWAM
a children's book is
any book
a child will read.
~ Madeleine L'Engle
All shall be well
and all shall be well
and all manner of things shall be well.
~ Julian of Norwich

Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves,
for they shall never cease to be amused.

~ unknown
The best translation of the word "love"
is the name Jesus;
That will tell us everything about love
we need to know.
~ Canon Tallis

Remember that
the darkest hour
only lasts 60 minutes

~ on the girls' bathroom wall/Gordon College
Creativity
is a way
of living
Life
~ Madeleine L'Engle

Youth Leadership Training:
From Hilltop to Cedar Lake

by Lisa LaLonde

I had the privilege of being involved in the last two CFO Youth Leadership Training camps. The first was at Hilltop CFO in Quarryville, PA in July of 2001. The second was this past July at Cedar Lake CFO up in the mountains near Big Bear Lake, CA. While they seemed on the surface to be two versions of the same training experience, it did not take long to discover they were separate adventures and very distinct from each other. The Hilltop experience was about passion. It was an incredible feeling to be immersed in a youth group whose passion for the Lord could not be contained. The strength of the program there was not even about the training tips – but the amazing feeling of connecting with young people passionate about the Lord. I left that “training” experience empowered in one specific way: I knew I could be a youth leader because God was doing it. That’s all! I went home and with that confidence turned my little CFO youth group upside down. Youth worshiping in the front rows? Youth at Morning Meditation? The passion didn’t stay at Hilltop, it spread, as it should have, and touched other home camps.

Then I came to Cedar Lake, this time as a leader. Col. Bo Bottomly and Daniel Klopp were presenting their training programs, and my job was to lead eighty young people in worship – “Their kind of worship,” was my directive from Bo. That suited me fine, but what I was not prepared for was something different than the “passion” of Hilltop. At Cedar Lake, there was something stirring in these kids, so deep and rumbling that I could feel it but not put my finger on it. I felt that if I succeeded in touching it, it would explode out of control. It was an underground river, relentlessly chasing its course to find an outlet. It had someplace to go, and was going there fast. That’s when I saw the difference: if Hilltop was about passion, then Cedar Lake was about purpose. These young people have a purpose, and they’re going there fast. Even opening the doors to worship for them was an exercise in letting go of any control over the river. They would race past me into the arms of the One they truly love, the only One they were seeking after. They were in hot pursuit of Him. Even Bo said to me at one point, “I am having to let go of control of this thing….” We both looked upon it with some amazement.

I could fill volumes about how the Lord used a week up in the mountains to keep CFO alive – to keep it from “dying of old age” as has been said. I could tell you about the amazing programs that Col. Bo and Daniel presented, how full and rich and practical they were, about the night missions which taught the youth about teamwork, communication, problem solving in the dark, and ultimately about their own leadership styles. I could tell you about the outpouring of creativity with this group of young people: songs written, singers and musicians encouraged, poets discovered, quiet people finding their voice, lives changed forever. If that’s not leadership training, I don’t know what is.

So how do we measure the success of this program? What are we trying to do, just keep CFO alive? No, the programs are trying to keep up with what the Lord is already doing. There IS something happening in today’s youth. The Hilltop youth were so passionate that it did not stop after camp. Thirty of them returned home to Russell, Canada and changed their community. Jabez Day. Street outreaches. Weekend retreats. Worship. When passion gets hold of young people, step back and watch them change the world for Jesus. Even the Hilltop camp itself saw a return of youthful passion: last year’s trainees taking leadership positions, leading worship. The plans for next year’s Hilltop camp include the idea of youth as lamplighters. Passion!

As for Cedar Lake, many of these youth are already heading out into leadership positions. Some are leading worship, some are heading up youth programs, some are writing songs, and some already accepting Dan’s challenge to get involved in CFO internationally. Purpose? Absolutely, and going there fast.

What is there to say about the next phase, June 2003 and the upcoming Youth Leadership Training CFO camp in Black Hills, SD? Will it be different? You can count on it, but it won’t be just growth spurts from what we learned from the last two camps. It will be its own experience, because that’s really what each CFO camp is about. God meets us as unique individuals within the life-changing environment we know as CFO. These training programs are working because they are not separate from the whole CFO experience. Youth are discovering not the CFO “program”, but the CFO experience. Should you try to make it to the next Youth Training camp? Col. Bo has this to say: “Everyone is a youth leader. We all have youth in our lives.” Even if your CFO has a healthy youth group, you should join us. This river is going somewhere – and fast! See you in Black Hills, SD!

© 2002 Cincogatos Productions
Published in the CFO Fellowship Messenger October 2002
Also published in Camps Farthest Out: The Journey: Past, Present and Future: Celebrating 75 Years of Living Prayer. Austin MN: Macalester Park Publishing, © 2005